Saturday, September 13, 2008

specter

my leaf of creation
is empty tonight
but your face remains
and your voice,
still resonates inside

when the searing fire is restless,
this empty soul is also bleeding
as I walk my redemption;
standing on the edge
of reasoning
and confusion

we may be chained and haunted
by shadows of time,
but you shall always be free
like a treasured memory

if I could only catch tears
like shards of a broken glass
for you I will open my hands
to feel the pain
of an endless burden

girl, this is my
Solitary Creed:

I may not be the first

to be there for you,
but I choose to be
the last
to love you.



Friday, September 29, 2006

Think Again

"Is it so bad, then, to be misunderstood? Pythagoras was misunderstood, and Socrates, and Jesus, and Luther, and Copernicus, and Galileo, and Newton, and every pure and wise spirit that ever took flesh. To be great is to be misunderstood."
--Ralph Waldo Emerson

"I'm always been misunderstood my whole Life. It sucks but I dont want to be great, I'm just different."
--N.U.S.






Blogging is Free.
That's why I will always like doing it. But a blogger must never forget the resulting misjudgment and misinterpretation by a reader when the blogger plays with his thoughts and words on the keyboard. Some readers think differently. Some would never think twice and judge early. This is the reason why sometimes I see blogging like writing an ancient manuscript in Aramaic or in heiroglyphics. I'll always be misunderstood and it reflects to what I write. Indeed, if SYMBOLOGY IS NOT AN EXACT SCIENCE, so is my writing.

Blogging is Free. Interpretations are also Free. Relativity and Reality are taunting me right in front of my ugly face but they're not funny. As a self-expression, a product of dumb angst and my raging hormones, I think maybe the only solution is to give blogging a rest. A rest in peace.

And to the rotting graves of John, Jim, Kurt, and Jimi, I can almost smell the burning leaves beside the altar.

Monday, April 24, 2006

To be a Freeman



How does it feel to be the world's number one dissenter and challenger of authority (in layman's term: a public enemy)? You better ask Mr. Huey Freeman...


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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

24/7 madness



End of the road at last.

This moment, we are counting days in one hand to finally signal the end of this 24/7 living room madness. This 24/7 bombardment of paradox over the cable channel that brought my busy folks on the driver's seat of the remote control and me dispatched--- outside the bandwagon looking in. No friggin' choice. Freedom is lost--- William Wallace, you're not alone! Had to say goodbye temporarily to Hayao Miyazaki, Debate with Mare & Pare, Rock n' Roll, Dave Letterman, NBA, and some programs dudes love to watch secretly late night with conscience still intact, & no remorse to the consequence of a nagging sister the following morning (the program's R-15 for Christ's sake... I think I'm fit enough to watch it!). These period of watching tv under the authoritarian system in your own house is really crazy, making me wish that I was deaf and blind for the only thing worthwhile to do is imagining my own shows: NTV's Get Ditch'd, Pimp My Bride, and Studio 43's Waray Speak.

Watching with no clear sympathy for this bunch of celebrities acting like normal people, or people acting like celebrities (whichever is more accurate) is like watching bootleg copies of Da Vinci Code followed directly by The Passion of Christ. Which story is fiction and which is truth? Hard to tell. To judge the veracity of the first is a question of science and the latter, a question of faith. Closest thing to reconcile the two is to admit that both are bootleg copies and watching them in succession is a madman's movie marathon.

Same with this show.

With the exclusion of the rastafarian elder and the two athletes as characters without pretensions, the rest of the group are just employing the classic and overused strategies ala Survivor for their selfishness, shallow, and hidden agendas to win the popularity contest. Unlike the first edition, this is purely a celebrity show and the one who is most popular to the fawning masses is the ultimate hero. This time, words and tears are much more valuable than works and skills. Personality wins over character.

The strategy is very clear. If Judy Ann opted to join the circus, she wins. What else can Tiagong Saluyot or Pedrong Pantog do if they're not popular? You do not need to bet your conniving a$$ to defy that fact. As if we're new to this kind of ballgame. "Parang eleksyon din 'no?" is a cadre's drunk comment but it's true. Hard to say but we have to accept the paradox of reality: how "real" must a reality show be to boost a network's rating?

Surely, I will celebrate the end of this show. I'm ready to turn the page, or perhaps pick a different book.

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

Dreaming about Death


I've been dreaming about Death lately, and it's weird...

I know it's normal to have a crush on mythical characters but to feel it for Dream's well-known sister Death, it's kinda weird 'coz she is for the first place, Death...

DEATH -- The Grim Reaper!!!

If Jane Black behaved and looked like her, I think I'm ready to meet my maker anytime...
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Test Broadcast

courtesy of Bolt.com!!!
enjoy this one by Switchfoot...

Friday, October 14, 2005



There's no country in this world that can showcase the most significant fusion of Western, Asian, and Local influence in comic book illustration than the Philippines.
If you're a true Filipino at heart who happens to love everything about comics , you know what I am talking about.

Be there.